erika connor

artist writer traveller

Outhouse

Over the hill, in a little nook in the forest overlooking the lake, is a little house of half round log siding, painted red  like my cabin, with a tar paper roof that has grown moss.

Inside, the methane creates garlands of frost. Once I saw a mouse on the window ledge. They come for the warmth. My mother always told me that in her day ‘shit’ was called ‘farmer’s gold’.

I feed it ashes from my wood stove, the residue of fire. In summer I use sawdust, dried grasses, and moss. This keeps it alkaline.  In the corner is a  lantern with a candle, a tin of toilet paper to keep out the mice, and a bundle of sage and matches. Photos of wolves and lions are tacked on the walls.

Sometimes it takes a conscious effort to get there, bundled up, trudging on snowshoes after a storm, in the darkness and the cold. I can’t always keep  the trail open. The quality of snow changes day to day. Sometimes it is ice or slush, or it is hard enough to walk on. The outhouse lives in its own world, set apart from the living quarters.

They are seen as backward, unhealthy and inconvenient. With modern toilets the waste is flushed away with water into another world that no one ever thinks about. Not only does it use a lot of water, but it requires a pump to function, and in my community the electricity goes out often. Pipes burst and toilets backup. I never liked cleaning toilets.

Every spring, my outhouse fills with water, despite the trenches I have dug around it. The irony it that the municipality made my landlords move it over ten feet. In its original spot there had been no flooding. When dry it tuns to turf and smells like a barn.

In the spring, the earth that has been covered so long in a layer of sleep is unveiled. The waste returns to the earth on its own, without any interference. It takes care of itself.

 

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  1. Seamus June 28, 2017

    Very nice! Stories and web site.

    • Erika April 28, 2021 — Post author

      Hi Seamus! Thank you for your comment and moral support! I am finally replying to your comment years later! Can you believe it? Well, this website has been a real learning curve for me and still getting the hang of it. I am fixing it and will soon have a store front. Art, ebooks and books are on the way! Will keep you posted! Cheers!

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